Finding joy and honour through a nurse’s work: A student’s perspective

By William Lam

William is a nursing student in his final year at Humber College. He recently completed a clinical externship at Michael Garron Hospital (MGH) where he worked in the Complex Continuing Care program. This is his perspective. 

Working as a clinical nursing extern in the Complex Continuing Care program at MGH has allowed me to learn from and collaborate with an exceptional interprofessional care team and provide therapeutic care for palliative patients.

My role as an extern is to support pain and symptom management for my patients to the best of my ability, ensure quality of life and provide compassionate care. These past several months have allowed me to contribute to care plans, perform clinical skills within my scope of practice and assist nurses to address the physical, psychological and spiritual symptoms that patients experience at end-of life. I am able to apply, reflect and further develop my patient-centred care knowledge, skills, values and practices that will be meaningful to my future work as a nurse.

Though my experience, I’ve seen how it is essential to build therapeutic relationships with patients. I’ve been able to connect with them, honour their values and provide quality care. I’ve had meaningful conversations and shared memorable stories. These interactions have allowed me to find joy in my role with every my patient’s smile. In turn, my patients have expressed sincere appreciation and gratitude for the support they have received from me and their care team.         

The most difficult challenge that I have faced in my role has been watching patients that I’ve developed a relationship with pass away. Death is a part of life and yet, no matter how experienced you are, it is a difficult concept to deal with. As stressful as this situation can be, I have found tremendous honour and privilege in taking care of patients at end-of-life. I take comfort in knowing that I am a part of a team that provides compassionate care and that is present for patients and families at such a trying time. Being included in these human moments of love and connection in my patient’s final days strengthens my purpose in choosing nursing as a career.

As I enter the final year of my program, I will remain forever grateful for working at Michael Garron Hospital. It has been a phenomenal experience that has allowed me to practice and apply my nursing education in a professional healthcare setting. I am looking forward to continuing my journey and hope to have more opportunities like this in the future.